Navigate

I drowned in my childhood bedroom
As it slowly filled with water
Lightning was striking the window
Some kind of weather disaster
Memory floating unstuck
My hands looked wrong
and out of focus
And the clock wasn't moving
But I,
didn't notice
You were somewhere there
You were somewhere there I know it

We lay outside watching the moon
Surreal in its size
I started to panic as it grew bigger and bigger and swallowed the sky
The ground turned to glass and I reached for you
With blurry palms, vague and disfigured
But I was alone
And the moon,
Was familiar
I followed you there
I followed you there I know it

Brink of lucidity
(You're there at the edges)
Shimmering in the periphery

How do I navigate to you
My dreams,
Wash me over and under and through
When you've gone around it seems
(Vaporous) You escape me
Never where I want you to be
But always there
This subconscious is unfair

I went for a drive in December
I was tired and there was frost on the road
Blinked and the car was spinning
and suddenly buried in 6 feet of snow
I thought death would be dark but I could see the hand
That appeared when my heart started slowing
It lifted me out as I tried
To remember where the hell I'd been going
I felt you there
I felt you there I know it

Brink of lucidity
(You're there at the edges)
Shimmering in the periphery

How can I navigate to you
My dreams,
Wash me over and under and through
When you've gone around it seems
(Vaporous) You escape me
Never where I want you to be
But always there
It's so unfair

How can I navigate to you
My dreams,
Wash me over and under and through
When you've gone around it seems
(Vaporous) You escape me
Never where I want you to be
But always there

(Vaporous)
(You're there at the edges)
(Vaporous, vaporous, vaporous)
(You're there at the edges)