Gray Light

Looking at you
Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed
I feel it too
Inside the gray light of my room

Am I just like you?
Am I gonna be there way too soon?
'Cause I see the news
Follows me closely whatever I do

I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown

Something feels loose
I'm falling to pieces from one little screw
I cry to the moon
And beg it to change me or rip me in two

These pieces of you
They call for my body, it's so hard to chew
Oh, I see the news
Stuck to my fingers, I've pulled at the glue

I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown