Keeper

Won't be cigarette skinny
If I gag on the smoke
All it takes to be pretty
Is a promise to change and a man in my throat
He's a catch, he's a keeper
But I'll admit he's a wildfire
Chronic attention seeker
Fall in love with the girl on the hotline

But this could be a movie
If I squint at the screen
I'm not built to be loved by an unloaded gun
But I'll be a good girl if you let me

Pull me into the stairwell
Just to piss on the concrete
Carry you to the motel
With your head in the bathtub, I Google to see what this means
Found a box in your basement
Full of letters and photos
Thought I'd read one in secret
And it's half grocery list, and half suicide note

And this could be a movie
Swear it's one that I've seen
I was never here for a good man in a storm
So I'll stand in the rain let it kiss me