When Youth Fades Away

I can hear the sound of summer 
Steady days and mellow nights
Walking home along the metals
Someone shouts I look around
I see the lonely faces in the crowd
Hibernating from the 18th
Back to sleep for a while
Hallucinations in my bedroom
Oh how the sadness is alive
I see the lonely faces all around

I feel it in my head
Myself of old ain't coming back
I'm sad of all the gladness, hard to say I'll be alright
When youth fades away I swear
I'm lost in the power of it all

I just want to be myself, for a day

And in the misty mountains
I asked you if you'd hold my fucking hand
And all the lonely shadows
I hear the voices calling in my mind

I feel it in my head
Myself of old ain't coming back
I'm sad of all the gladness, hard to say I'll be alright
When youth fades away I swear
I'm lost in the power of it all

I don't mind enough that I will
Hold my tongue cus I will be alright
I swear if not defeated
I want to go
I just want to be myself, for a day

I feel it in my head
Myself of old ain't coming back
I'm sad of all the gladness, hard to say I'll be alright
When youth fades away I swear
I'm lost in the power of it all

I just want to be myself for a while
I want to be myself with you
I swear cus darling love is true
I want to live, I want to die
I want to feel it
I wanted to be myself
I swear I want to feel it for a while