Overexposed

I want you to know me, mm
But I wish you didn't know me so well
Kind of nice to be lonely, mm
Knowing I can hurt only myself
And I think I'm keeping it together, but I'm barely vertical (I'm barely vertical)
'Cause I hear your voice again, and then I'm getting vertigo (getting vertigo)
And now I'm laying down my weapons
And it's left me vulnerable (left me vulnerable)
And I don't like being vulnerable

But I got slowly overexposed to you
How'd I go and get so damn close to you?

Now you're living in my head
You're in my system
Should strengthen my defense
But instead I unfold
I'm overexposed to you (I'm over exposed to you)

You keep seeing me clearer, mm
Makes it hard to keep lying so well
Keep my mask by the mirror, mm
I need it close when I hide from myself
What if I speak this thing to life and it isn't mutual? (Ooh)
What if I give you ways to hurt me, and you go and use them all? (Ooh)
But what if I lay it on the line and it turns out beautiful? (Ooh)
Maybe I'm delusional (ooh)

But I'm so overexposed to you
How'd I go and get so damn close to you?

Now you're living in my head
You're in my system (in my head, my system)
Should strengthen my defense
But instead I unfold
I'm overexposed to you

Oh, I'm exposed to you
Ah, mm

Maybe I can escape it, if I let you go
And I can survive it, if I'm control
'Cause I'll never be safe while I'm baring my throat
And I can't bear to say it, but you already know
And I came here with armor, my battle to lose
And the heartbreak within and I break and I bruise
I'm trying to say you see through me

And I'm over exposed to you
How'd I go and get so damn close to you?

Now you're living in my head
You're in my system
Should strengthen my defense
But instead I unfold
I'm overexposed to you