Decomposing

Decomposing

Walls around me closing in
And I try to scream but no one heeds
Metal cage surrounding me
And I cannot breathe or break out free

Ooh, I fear it's started
Ooh, I fear it's started again
And if it's started, I fear I'm pushing out all of my friends
Oh, I pray it's over
Ooh, I pray it's over again
If it ain't over, then God, I plead for the end

Oh, my lord
I feel it closing in on me
I can't stop loathing the ones I love the most
I must be mad

I feel all of me is decomposing
Breaths I breathe, they keep on slowing
Hate I feel for myself
Is all I have

When I was young, I thought I was invincible
I thought all my ineptitude conditional
But I fear, I fear I was wrong
I guess I wasn't born for any reason at all

Ooh, I fear it's started
Ooh, I fear it's started again
And if it's started, I fear I'm pushing out all of my friends
Ooh, I pray it's over
Ooh, I pray it's over again
If it ain't over, then God, I plead for the end

Oh, my lord
I feel it closing in on me
I can't stop loathing the ones I love the most
I must be mad

I feel all of me is decomposing
Breaths I breathe, they keep on slowing
Hate I feel for myself
Is all I have