La Prima Vez
Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows
5:33The undeniably straight archer is dead Sadly masculine His naked body lies beside me Stretched out on the pale sheet Of my otherwise deserted bed I do not know how he got here I do not know how he got here I'm not even sure if I'm hiding him I do not know A trophy, a lost property I do not know Did I drag him to this place Slave to some dark desire? I do not know Or have I merely found him here In childlike innocence and curiosity? I do not know how he got here I do not know how he got here I do not know how he got here I do not know I do not know Assuming blackness His left nipple is now facing me I do not know how he got here That same old symbol for reality I do not know Further than ever away from attraction Except, of course, for crawling things I do not know how he got here But we're all crawling on some floor I do not know how he got here You will not tease me You will not tease me Never more Never more Never more I do not know how he got here I do not know how he got here His head now points towards the window in the west His feet towards the door I do not know His limbs in slight disorder After my vain attempt to move him over Into a slightly different position I do not know how he got here I do not know how he got here I fear that the disturbance of his rest Has caused some liquid correspondence To escape his quiet, oh so human shell What secrets do you hide in there? What secrets do you hide in there? Leaning my face against the left side of his flesh I place my right hand gently now upon his belly I do not know how he got here Help me not to wake the horrors Help me not to wake the horrors Of that half-forgotten scent Of that half-forgotten scent I do not know how he got here I can't believe that I do actually consider this a game I must refuse to share my bed now with the carcass of A manNo vicious jokes to break the fragile little heart This is the deepest secret of the worlds we are a part Is this perhaps some kind of test? Shall I have vengeance on your flesh? Now that you're dead Am I supposed to inflict death sentence on your corpse? Pay you back the laughter Never really fluttered from your mouth Would your thin lips have ever released Such agony and shame on me? Scared to death by and of my own request Maybe like this it's really for the best I'll seal your carcass with a kiss And let you disappear