Fade

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but the thought
Is too much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of
The darkness that my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of
The darkness that my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made

But I never meant to fade away
I never meant to fade

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made

I try to breathe