Deserve

Feeling wrong, feeling lost
With thoughts I'm trying to hide
In my head, in my mind
Something I can't describe
Behind this crumbling mask
Despair has smothered the flames inside
Lost the flames inside

All these years, all this time
This fake fame gave me a smile
The success, in my life
For which I paid the price
At the end of the line
Nothing satisfies my inner pride
My own inner pride

I tried so hard, so hard
Thought I was getting to a good start
Sought to reach the moon
But fell to the earth and missed the mark
Do I deserve this or not?
No I won't take the blame
Cause nobody will ever feel the same

So I walk alone
Always on my own
With the hope of waking up
In a dream of a day
Where this solitude could fall away

So I walk alone
Waiting for the dawn
With the wish of dreaming up
A new state of awake
Where this solitude could fall away

Feeling wrong, feeling lost
With thoughts I'm trying to hide
In my head, in my mind
Something I can't describe

Tell me what you think would flatter my ego
Sometimes I wish I could throw it and let go
The one I was once is tearing apart
Lost the innocence within my heart

I tried so hard, so hard
Thought I was getting to a good start
Sought to reach the moon, missed the mark
Do I deserve it or not?
No I won't take the blame
Cause nobody will ever feel the same

So I walk alone
Always on my own
With the hope of waking up
In a dream of a day
Where this solitude could fall away

So I walk alone
Waiting for the dawn
With the wish of dreaming up
A new state of awake
Where this solitude could fall away

So I walk alone
Always on my own
I tried so hard, so hard
Thought I was getting to a good start
Sought to reach the moon
Missed the mark

So I walk alone
Waiting for the dawn
I tried so hard, so hard
Thought I was getting to a good start
Sought to reach the moon
Missed the mark