There Are Some Things I'D Rather Not Say
Starving Narcissist
2:57I just want to be a mannequin I just want to be a mannequin No bones that ache, no bleeding flesh Something human enough to hold a pen Press plastic fingers to a maple neck Bronze strings stretched over steel frets A hollow body of emptiness Where nothing would ever hurt again I just want to be a mannequin I just want to be a mannequin And I'd make art even after the world collapsed It would all blow up or burn to ash And I would remain among the scrap My faceless face of fiberglass To roam the rubbles of cities past A thousand signs of noble gas Post-apocalyptic cul-de-sacs Now entering: Ozymandias Round the decay of that colossal wreck I'd walk a hundred million steps Paint stories on the walls and then Write ballads recounting all of it Create until I turned to dust More art than the sum of all of us With no one left to make sense of The stories I wrote or the songs I sung I just want to lose me I just want to lose me I just want to lose me I just want to lose me In whatever way I can