Rather Small

A thousand places to begin
It's been so long, where have you been?
As round and round my head, just spin
Like nothing should have changed
Still, I'm feeling quite afraid
My memory will quickly fade
I really wish that you would stay
I'm feeling rather small today

And all the time, I think of you
I know I have more than a few
But never with a perfect view
These pictures get so old
Still, it feels like yesterday
When life was sure in every way
In seconds, turned from white to gray
To feeling rather small today

I can't wait to see you again
If you can just hold on to me
Can you show me I'm okay?
For feeling rather small today

So many times, I feel the wound
It's part of me, it's nothing new
It's close to me, so close to you
Maybe I've lost my way
And many times, throughout the day
Those pictures feel so far away
And nothing perfect ever stays
I'm feeling rather small today

I can't wait to see you again
If you could just hold on to me
Can you show me I'm okay?
For feeling rather small

Everything can feel so empty when you're not around
God, you flipped me upside down
I'm having trouble thinking thoughts about you
'Cause without you
I've never been the same

I can't wait to see you again
If you could just hold on to me
Can you show me I'm okay?
Yeah

I can't wait to see you again
If you could just hold on to me
Can you show me I'm okay?
For feeling rather small today

Today