Nothing Special

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause all the blood is bleeding out of me
Thought I heard my body singing organ chords
It was just me talking to myself, of course

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I'm already sick of self-harming
Thought you heard my body singing organ chords
It was just another stupid fucking metaphor

You know, I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and leave a home

Nothing special
Just all that it meant to be
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy

You know, I know
Punch drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral

You know, I know
Punch drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I'm a mother bird regurgitating
Please, no fluffy feelings any more
'Cause it just feels even worse when I get bored

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
'Cause I don't know who I'm supposed to be
Hope you love the silhouette I made for you
Only had to cut my face apart to make some room

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

I have enough to eat
When the bugs are crawling around me
Don't need your company
When the bugs are crawling around me

You know, I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and leave a home

Nothing special
Just all that it meant to be
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy