Struggling Again

Life's a struggle, living in this land of trouble
Walking in this world all alone with no one left
I've been giving in my best, but this life's a test
My life's a mess, got me stressed, ain't no place to rest
I keep a bulletproof vest on my chest
Times are hard, even scarce, but I know that my life was blessed
My money's funny, I ain't running from these fucking pigs
So hard to live, nothing to give to these little kids
My heart is big, I'll be king in the town I live
The new town, so bow down to the new pig
It's so sick, I ask God to keep my family safe
Please Lord, don't let my kids grow up in this place
Cause I can't stand to see my seeds bleed
Growing up so rough, so tough in this world of greed
The Southeast is where you'll find me
Put the past behind me, but gotta keep on grinding
It's not sane, all the games that my homies play
I'm trying to show them that there's gotta be a better way
Cause we were brought up in the hood
But you can never trust a bitch and a snitch is no fucking good

Oh, why am I struggling again?
And how can a G ever win?
Why am I struggling again?
When all that I need is a friend

My best friend passed away a long time ago
These Southeast streets turned me into an animal
I'm like a camel, splitting domes like a cantaloupe
I miss my homies and I just can't let them go
Because I love them, so enemies I grub them
Off the face of Earth, I just laugh and say fuck them
And Lord knows I went hard on my little homies
Nothing but bars and scars for my little homies
Big G and Yacht in the pen, I can feel your pain
I love you dog, stay strong cause the game won't change
Little Vago, where you at homie?
Big Trigger, Big Stalker, damn I feel lonely
Fucking phonies trying to take your place
Talk shit behind my back and they smile in my fucking face
My homie Grumpy upstate behind the fence
Young Gun, Little G, I'll see you all again

Oh, why am I struggling again?
When will the pain ever end?
Why am I struggling again?
When will I pay for my sins?

I'm trying to pay for the trouble that I caused you Lord
But tell me why you never came when I called you Lord
Can't take no more, devil's knocking at my door
I pack a chronic bowl, I know he's coming for my soul
I say a prayer and hope it reaches the Lord's ear
The picture's clear, all I see is demons everywhere
Fuck it, I grab my.45 and tuck it
Haters on my dick 24/7 steady sucking
I keep my head up to the sky though
They told me not to question you, God I'm asking why though
I got a bible, I struggle for survival
I can't lie though, I murdered all my rivals
My homies told me keep my enemies close to me
Tired of losing all the people that mean the most to me
From elementary to the penitentiary
My people struggle through a quarter of this fucking century

Oh, why am I struggling again?
My whole world's in a spin
Why am I struggling again?
Why is it so hard to live?

So hard to live in the city where there's no pity
Attitude shitty but she got them big ass titties
With the ass to match that
A bitch made fucker go to hell and back to tap that
And I see she's just a tramp
Gobbling up dick, licking my nuts like a fucking stamp
But it's just a trap, I ain't going out like that
Fuck a kidnap, I'ma peel this fucking bitch's cap
Cause all my life I just wanted love
But ended up spilling blood with my 12-gauge slug
Trying to find some peace of mind now
Bullets fly now, bitch look me in my fucking eye now
And now I'm out like a thief in the midnight
Please Lord forgive me cause I just want to live right
Cause all my life I've been missing something
Peace, joy, happiness, love, you gotta give me something

Oh, why am I struggling again?
Tell me what I have to give
Why am I struggling again?
Please Lord just don't let me slip