What If

At first I didn't care but she kept on trying
And I was not aware so I gave it a try
I thought she had feelings too
But when I went back home, she went back to that guy

What if I am just one more score for her?
What if I'd said "no" when she'd first asked me?
All those thoughts are driving me crazy, I can't get over 'em
What if I was the easy way for her?

I guess I'm wrong again, we were not together
She said I was a friend, I thought we were more than this
And now when she tells me 'I love you'
I don't even know if it's true, I feel so lost

What if I am just one more score for her?
What if I'd said "no" when she'd first asked me?
All those thoughts are driving me crazy, I can't get over 'em
What if I was the easy way for her?

I saw and heard things I wish
I could get outta my head
It's not that easy for me
When she's the first girl I gave my heart and my trust to

What if I am just one more score for her?
What if I'd said "no" when she'd first asked me?
What if she's not the one I thought she was?
What if she loves me but I just can't see it?

And all those thoughts are driving me crazy, I can't get over 'em
What if I can't go on living this way?
I can't live this way