Sailboat

I swear I've had it up to here
It's the same old whispIers in my ear
Telling me I gotta stay away from the things that I really fear
Or else I'll disappear

You say left when it is right
I no longer make your days bright
Even if I gave you a million dollars you'd still want ten million more
Or a house full of whores

I don't wanna have to
Sail this way if I don't got to
You coming for me as if I got the
Right things to say but I have no filter

Is this temporary or forever
I got questions you got answers
If it were up to me I'd find a way to fulfill all your pleasures

You say one thing but I hear another
You're real like genuine leather
I wouldn't want to have this thing with any other one besides you
As if you had a clue

You call it real but it is fake
Maybe in the end it was fate
For all these bad things to keep on happening just as I feared
I'd rather disappear

I don't wanna have to
Sail this way if I don't got to
You coming for me as if I got the
Right things to say but I have no filter

Is this temporary or forever
I got questions you got answers
If it were up to me I'd find a way to fulfill all your pleasures