My Only Enemy
Struggle Jennings
3:18You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me It’s out of my mind I’m hearing these voices They questioning all of my choices No matter what i do I cannot drown out the noises Addicted to poison Why can’t i change Why am i always the same Why don’t i feel any shame Why am i always to blame Why is it anytime somebody tells me they love me I push them away Why am i always this way Why am i always afraid Why do i disconnect When I know they need a connection Why do i get ice cold When i know they need some affection I need a second chance I’m so fucking selfish I’m so down on myself I can’t fucking help it I don’t express my love properly Any time i get the chance to do it It’s awkwardly You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me I try to be a gentleman war is not for gentle men You know my stories broken saw blanks and wanna fill them in Your love is such a sentiment but I’m not sentimental The hearts a pretty instrument I rap on instrumentals attention is essential my presence is presidential Trust is never present it doesn’t register my mental My residential is full of ghosts I’m dancing to their cadence Moving at a high speed I’m way past patience Snatch ya soul up out your body in the bed like a seance I love it when it’s game on find a predator to prey on The love is in the hunt i keep my fangs sunk in Going all in for the kill I hear that love wins You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me You never stood a chance when you stepped inside the door Cuz My hearts a haunted house full of casualties of war Gimme more Here come the ghosts again Gimme more My past is haunting me