Scared

I'm scared, I can't see a thing to know I'm here
I'm somewhere between the floor and my bed
I saw you again and again and again

I don't know how you think of forget
And how many times can I try get your attention?
I wrote for years, am I losing my perspective?
Holding me here when I see this got my head split
I know that I couldn't keep my cool
But there's no way I let you see me that affected
Why you still upset with me?
Let me come round
I been sleeping on my own tryna see you again

I'm scared, I can't see a thing to know I'm here
I'm somewhere between the floor and my bеd
I saw you again and again and again
I'm scared, I can't feel a thing to know I'm here
I'm somеwhere between the wall and my head
I saw you again, I saw you again

I was all up in my head tryna keep me on my temp
Look how my jealousy then, now we can never be them
How can we ever be friends?
We haven't spoke in a minute
And is it the same when he's holding your hand?
I don't wanna see you going again
Step back, I keep follow 'em in, I told you I don't owe you a thing
And I couldn't focus on anything, I was too broken for that
You were too frozen to let me in
And how you trip when it's you that's holding me back
I been trying to keep the weather in, I thought you were upset
I look back like I'm pedaling and saw you in my head

I'm scared, I can't see a thing to know I'm here
I'm somewhere between the floor and my bed
I saw you again, I saw you again
I'm scared, I can't feel a thing to know I'm here
I'm somewhere between the wall and my head
I saw you again, I saw you again

Why you still upset with me?
Let me come round
I been sleeping on my own tryna see you again
Why you still upset with me?
Let me come round
I been sleeping on my own tryna see you again
Why you still upset with me?
Let me come round
I been sleeping on my own tryna see you again
Why you still upset with me?
Let me come round
I been sleeping on my own tryna see you again

Raising my glass, yes, I'm splashing it
Breaking my heart to the parts that I battle with
Here's to me tryna stay calm like I'm managing
Take me apart till I'm staples and bandages
I fall like the maple, I'm scattering
Turn to my paper, I pray that they're back at me
Thanks to my apathy that leaves draping my canopy
What will I pay for my sanity?
Yeah, yeah, that's the one, bro, that's the one