Tiny Bodyguard

My tiny bodyguard
She fills the emptiness into my arm
Her heart attacking all the pain
I'm feeling swell, but I'm not well

I like to bend the light
Refill to amplify his suicide
Discourse weighs heavy on my brain
Light dynamite so I don't fight

I'll never try to breathe out slowly
I'll never try to talk blindfolded
I reach for my soul, it's covered in wool
I've always been lucky, trust me I'll be fine

Can I file away the real
And dip my toe into the grave? Yeah
Disarm these vultures in my head
They counting down until they fed

I'll never try to breathe out slowly
I'll never try to talk blindfolded
I reach for my soul, it's covered in wool
I've always been lucky, trust me I'll be fine

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

You say I'll be here tomorrow
Another dollar borrowed to make it go away
You say I'll be here tomorrow
Another pill to swallow to make it go away