Dissociated (Feat. Brok J)

Nights I lay awake
Waiting for a day
I can finally feel something that is real
Not much more to say
I forgot it anyway
I'll just deal with the pain
Not too much for today

All this time I wait here
Watch as I disappear
Take my breath then wake up
Wait as I come back up
Am I real
Or drowning
Days go by
Can't count the
Things I saw before the
End of my happiness

Twist and turn inside out
Is it all too late
Single tear won't drop now
Isn't it a shame
Left myself back there
Third person view
Watching how I act
From what I thought I knew

All this time I wait here
Watch as I disappear
Take my breath then wake up
Wait as I come back up
Am I real
Or drowning
Days go by
Can't count the
Things I saw before the
End of my happiness

I don't know if I can do this
Am I all good now
Bet I'll see right through it
And I'll make it out
But my heart can't process
The pain I'm through
Feel an uneasiness
That I can't diffuse

All this time I wait here
Watch as I disappear
Take my breath then wake up
Wait as I come back up
Am I real
Or drowning
Days go by
Can't count the
Things I saw before the
End of my happiness

I can't stand this
No demand you go
Before I leave
With no hope
I can't stand this
No demand you go
Before I leave
With no hope

All this time I wait here
Watch as I disappear
Take my breath then wake up
Wait as I come back up
Am I real
Or drowning
Days go by
Can't count the
Things I saw before the
End of my happiness