Kerosene

See the blade in your heart as it's building up
Run away you are never gonna be enough 
7 days since you told me what you know 
With the blade against your throat 
And now you're finished

Circle through the waves of the ocean blue 
Siren calls emanating right near you
Everydays more proof that the worst is true
That the cancer grew 
Pulling the thorns out 

Fight back
Hanging by your throat
You know you want me to burn burn alive
You can warm your hands on the fire 
You told me to be your only light
So you can find your way through the night
And now it feels like the harder that I fight 
The more I see myself in the ashes

Our happy ending 
Strike a match  
Throw it in
To the flood of kerosene 
I'm drowning in

Out of sides trying to prove to you I'm still alive 
Pocket knife cut me open while I'm  paralyzed 
You did it out of spite just to ruin my life 
Step on my pride 
And now I'm finished

Circle through the waves of the ocean blue 
Siren calls emanating right near you 
Everyday you prove what I knew was true
I can see right through you
In your malevolence 

You stepped off the ledge
With my hand in yours 
You couldn't stand to see me over it