Hollow

I need a fix
One more hit and then I'll crawl to the surface
I need a fix
One more hit and then I'll crawl to the surface
I've become paranoid
I'm on the edge and I can feel the pressure build past the breaking point
Need a fix one more hit and I'll crawl to the surface
Ask myself was this all worth it
Trapped in this hole I've created
And now it's so complicated
I'm hollow yeah I know
I'm chasing every high just to feel so low
I've become so hollow
It's such a bitter pill to swallow
I am a god
I am a monster
I am a cretin a fiend for disaster
I need a fix
One more hit and then I'll crawl to the surface
Was any of it worth it
I'm hollow yeah I know
I'm chasing every high just to feel so low
I've become so hollow
It's such a bitter pill to swallow
I know that you can't follow me down
This path that I have chosen for me now
And I've become so hollow
Oh God
What the fuck happened to me
I'm losing grip on my sanity
I've become numb to the world around me
There's nothing left just a hollow shell of apathy
Hollow
Trapped in this hole I've created
And now it's so complicated
And truth be told I hate it
The life I've wasted and how I lack all self control
But now I'm making changes can't be complacent
Because now it shows
I'm hollow yeah I know
I'm chasing every high just to feel so low
I've become so hollow
It's such a bitter pill such a bitter pill
I've become so hollow
It's such a bitter pill to swallow