Nightmare

I had a panic attack on the plane
I was thousands of miles away
I held my head like it might explode
I heard you say it's alright like you could know
Like you could know

My brain's split into two halves
How could one have the other's back?
Now the fear burns holes in my thoughts
My attention deficit chaos (attention deficit chaos)

Oh, my God, it's in my head
Every time I go to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
When the morning comes, I'll soon forget
It's a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare
I'm a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare

In my dreams, you're pulling me, yeah
In the moment when I leave
You cry, you beg and you plead
And I try to come back, but now I can't breathe
Oh, I can't breathe
Oh, I can't breathe

Oh, my God, it's in my head
Every time I go to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
When the morning comes, I'll soon forget
It's a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's a night-, it's a night-, it's a nightmare
I'm a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare

With fear and intuition now
I can't tell the difference
How many times can I reach out
Before you just let me drown?
Things I'm bound to carry
And I am always running
It always catches up with me
It always catches, always catches

Oh, my God, it's in my head
Every time I go to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
When the morning comes, I'll soon forget
It's a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare
I'm a nightmare, I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare

(Oh, my God, it's in my head) it's a nightmare
I'm a nightmare (every time I go to bed)
I'm a nightmare (it's in my sleep, it holds my breath)
I'm a nightmare
It's the night-, it's the night-, it's the night-, it's a nightmare