Icu

Said I wouldn't fall in the trap but now I'm caught in the act
And looking back it was nothing more than misery
And given all the fucking regret, you would think I'd forget
But turn around and see that everybody's mocking me

Said I wouldn't fall in the trap but now I'm caught in the act
And looking back it was nothing more than misery
And given all the fucking regret, you would think I'd forget
But turn around and see that everybody's mocking me
I see you

The dirty foil is calling for me (come here)
No matter how hard I try to suppress (I see you)
Close my eyes, pray for something more (release me)
Trip and fall right back to where I started, look up and
I see you

Waiting for the day that my heart stops
Stuck inside my brain like a blood clot
I can feel my insides sinking, shrinking
Can't sleep, I haven't ate a damn thing, I
Can't believe I let it get back to this
Death, death, death on my mind, I'm a fucking mess
Never thought I'd let you take another piece of me
But here I am, bleeding out at your fucking feet

Amputate me
I see you

The crudest oils are pouring from me (come here)
No matter how hard I try to resist (I see you)
My stomach turns, I'm succumbing to you (release me)
I start to vomit, it's killing me (I feel sick)
Revulsion

Right, motherfucker, I'm back, we're right on track
And just like that, you throw one back
And there's nothing that can stop us
'Cause I will follow you to gates of hell (take one last breath in)

I see you
I see you

I knew you'd come crawling right back to me
Weakness, what a sorry ending
I knew you'd come crawling right back
Frailty, what a sorry sight