No Joy

All my pleasures: guilty
Clean slate looking filthy
This year's gonna kill me, gonna kill me
Spirit should be crushing
But I don't feel sad, I feel nothing
Heartbeat barely pumping
When did life become so unbecoming
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no joy
Only level lately
Anhedonic on the daily
Wanna feel but I am failing, I am failing
Facial expression wooden
Wanted to cry but I couldn't
Tear ducts full, I felt you pulling at them
But it didn't happen
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no no no joy
All my pleasures: guilty
Clean slate looking filthy
This year's gonna kill me, gonna kill me
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy
No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no no no joy