Finally

For too long now I've been trying to work out how
I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit
How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side
In not letting them see, the darker parts of me

Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know

I'm gonna be moving on I'm gonna be moving out
I feel I've got the grips of what this game is all about
The days have definitely seen me turn from blue to grey to black
So convinced that I would never be able to find my own way back

I thought I could continue to be carefree
I thought my default was preset to happy
Suddenly a smile is a face you put on
Muscles are moving but meaning has gone

Now no more
Closing all the doors and willingly wasting away the day
No more, I'm feeling so unsure about things that I wanna say

I find out that I've got the means to turn it inside out
Shedding a layer of skin
Clean slate and we fucking breathe again

Finally I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know
Finally I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know

Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on?
I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun
Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on?
I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun

For too long now I've been trying to work out how
I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit
How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side
In not letting them see, the darker parts of me

Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know
Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as i can know

Cause my body's outta sight (far as I can go)
No need for me to hide (far as I can know)
They try to pull me back I say "No, please no"
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know

Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again, as far as I can know
Finally, I've grown back the ability to
Stop the demons coming in, face the night alone again
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know