Silence

I don't feel youthful
And I don't feel sad
I don't fuck with these pills anymore
But these days move so fast
And I'm starting to notice
The ones that I held closest
Take more than what they give back, yeah
I used to seek violence
But now I use silence as my proper means for attack

Took a lot of time
But I'm not complaining
Took a lot of paranoia
Moving through the stages
Every single time, I get the feeling that I'm breaking
Think about another time when I was fucking nameless

Mark my words
This feeling comes with separation
When you get this deep
The feeling comes with desperation
Bring me down
Rip my heart in two
There's nothing that you can say
I know it's true

So let me be
To wear my scars
Tread this road
'Til I've gone too far
Left in peace
Kept in parts
Burned this life
For the next to start

So let me be (I wear my scars)
So let me be (tread this road 'til I've gone too far)
So let me be (left in peace, kept in parts, burned this life for the next to start)

'Cause I'm dying to live
And I'm sick from the noise
I'll make my way through all that I have to
'Cause I'm dying to live
And I've been through the void
And I'll celebrate the fact that I have proof

The state of mind
I've never tried
But I know that it's all my fault
To justify the darkest times
Means you never had control

It means you never had control