I'M Still Fine (Live At The Ryman)

Thank you so much, thank y'all
This next song is about
Just going through, going through life and becoming numb to it all
Just going through so much that you just shut down and you become numb
And you're no longer angry or depressed or anxious or anything like that
You're just numb to everything
It's called, "I'm Still Fine," I hope y'all like it

Sometimes I feel like I can't feel
This isn't real, I should be hurting
I was alone, I was a song
Music and bone, God's perfect wording

And could the people understand this?
I'm as bruised as a used-up canvas
I'm awfully nice, but I'm cold as ice
I've been through hell, but I'll be alright

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care
But I'm still fine

I'm on display, I've lost my way
Oh, God, I pray, let this pass over
I lost the note, I rocked the boat
And I've even choked and lost my composure

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care

Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Yeah, you know I'm stronger in the long run
Oh, but Father, I'm afraid You picked the wrong one

People here living it up, I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
But God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care

Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Oh, I know I should be scared
Maybe I'm too tired to care
I'm still fine

Oh-oh
I'm still fine
Thank y'all so much