Maybe It'S Everything

I don't think that I'm worth it
Just let me know if you're hurting like I do
Like I do
And heaven knows I'm not perfect
I never thought that I'd be enough for you
Enough for you

I should throw myself into the river
I should bury myself deep in the ground
And I should do what I can to keep me from you
'Cause I can't help myself when you're around
I'm just so infatuated with all of your beauty
And all of the things you never cease to say
Maybe it's your eyes, I can't escape this pull from
Or maybe it's everything every single day

I can find all the things that I'll blame
But I know that it's me
In the end, I can't make up my mind
If it's you that I need

I held you back, but what's the point?
I still feel everything I tried to avoid
And it hurts even more when I have to pretend
That I'm not in love with my long distance friend
And I tried to keep it casual, I tried to keep it sweet
But loving's just too hard when my lover's loving me
And maybe I was wrong about you, maybe I was right
The music's in my ears, now the music's in my eyes

And I don't think it's an issue
But I just love that I miss you everyday
Everyday
What have I turned myself into?
Sometimes I don't even recognize my face
And I think that's okay

I can find all the things that I'll blame
But I know that it's me
In the end, I can't make up my mind
If it's you that I need

I held you back, but what's the point?
I still feel everything I tried to avoid
And it hurts even more when I have to pretend
That I'm not in love with my long distance friend
And I tried to keep it casual, I tried to keep it sweet
But loving's just too hard when my lover's loving me
And maybe I was wrong about you, maybe I was right
The music's in my ears, now the music's in my eyes
The music's in my eyes