Inside Out

Things are moving so fast, especially in my mind
Depression and anxieties that I'll get left behind
And inside I'm really scared but I'm just too afraid to say
Maybe I'll whisper it to Heaven or take it to my grave
Eyes closed like a blindfold, I'm searchin' in the dark
I'd trade one person like me for a million Insta hearts
But I like the world the way it was
Wish it'd stay the same
But the thing that never changes, is things are gonna change

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud
And so I keep it in and push it all down
But all these feelings that are comin' up now
I'm just tryna get my inside out
'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low
Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control
Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how
I'm just tryna get my inside out

Bad news in social media that triggers OCD
Can't concentrate on anything, my heart's ADHD
And I just try avoid the doctors, I'm tryna dodge the pills
I'm longin' for the listener to decipher what is real
And government and politics, which side do we align?
My family really needs me but I just don't have the time
I loved it just the way it was, I wish it'd stayed the same
But the thing that never changes is things are gonne change

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud
And so I keep it in and push it all down
But all these feelings that are comin' up now
I'm just tryna get my inside out
'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low
Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control
Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how
I'm just tryna get my inside out
Tryna get my inside out, oh, yeah
Mm, mm, mm

No, the drugs don't work, they just make it hurt
I'd like to cry but all my tears are dry
I pray and hope that this flame won't end
But I know that tomorrow we'll go again (we'll go again)
We'll go again
Oh, we'll go again
Oh
The thing that never changes, is things are gonne change

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud
And so I keep it in and push it all down
But all these feelings that are comin' up now
I'm just tryna get my inside out
'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low
Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control
Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how
I'm just tryna get my inside out