Watch You Go

Time stamps inside the clock of my mind
And if I turn back now then I lose everything I find
There's no better feeling than knowing you were right
I've bought all these things, but I still can't buy back that night

I get it if you hate me
I'm barely here lately
Distant and lazy
Lacking motivation

'Cause it's never enough to have you here
I'd rather just watch you go
And all of the things that you still fear
Are from people you used to know

I'm still concealing the way that I'm feeling
And my way of healing may never be enough
Panic at a false alarm
Can't accept the way things are

I get it if you hate me
I'm barely here lately
Distant and lazy
Lacking motivation in a basic conversation
Will you chase me if I run
And you want more but I have none
I am so impatient

'Cause it's never enough to have you here
I'd rather just watch you go
And all of the things that you still fear
Are from people you used to know