Feels Like Letting Go

I was always trying to get it right 
And I waited my whole damn life 
Never loved at the right time 
And got caught up in the headlights

My intention to see it through
Was spoiled by my short sight 
And if there's something I could say to you 
To get this off my chest 

To say I missed 
Is an understatement 
If I could hold you again 
I would never let you go 
And I admit 
I was a bit complacent 
And holding onto too tightly 
Feels like letting go 

Never caught with the red hand
But left the blood on the nightstand
I was blind in the daylight
And got careless on a good night
Never meant for you to see the truth
And who am I to burden you
And if there's something I could say to you
To lift this off your chest

To say I missed
Is an understatement
If I could hold you again
I would never let you go

I admit I was a bit complacent
And now I chase it
I admit I was a bit complacent
And now I chase it

To say I missed is an understatement if I could hold you Again, I would never let you go
And I admit
I was a bit complacent
And holding onto tightly
Feels like letting go"