Chemical Mistake

Woke up in a panic, heartbeat like a riot
Mind's a loaded gun and I forgot to stay quiet
I wear my fears like hand-me-downs
Try to smile but I'm breaking down
Tangled in my overthought confessions
My head's a maze, anxiety sessions
Tried to scream into the void
But the silence sounded just like my voice
I keep rewinding all my wrongs
Like they're playing on repeat too long
I'm a joke, but the punchline aches
Held together by emotional duct tape
I'm a chemical mistake
Running on caffeine and heartbreak
Short-circuit in a fragile frame
Say I'm fine but I glitch again
I'm a beautiful disaster you can't remake
Just a chemical mistake
I talk too fast when I'm trying to stall
Trip on my thoughts, yeah I crash when I crawl
Burned out light in a bedroom show
Acting fine when I'm solo in the front row
I ghost my friends then feel alone
Delete a text before it's even shown
Wrote a song just to cope and fake
Guess that's art from a chemical mistake
I keep pretending I'm okay
With every laugh, I drift away
I'm a punchline wrapped in pain
Still stuck dancing in the acid rain
I'm a chemical mistake
Running on caffeine and heartbreak
Short-circuit in a fragile frame
Say I'm fine but I glitch again
I'm a beautiful disaster you can't remake
Just a chemical mistake
I trace my flaws like constellations
Every scar a conversation
If I fall apart tonight
At least I lived like dynamite
I'm a chemical mistake
But maybe I was made this way
Crashing hard, no chance to fake
This broken heart still radiates
So if I burn, I'll light the sky
A mess that dares to try