Deranged

You found me broken, left by someone else
Said the right things, made me trust myself
We laughed through pain, turned nights into light
You were the one who made it feel alright
Texting every second, hearts wide open
Shared our scars like a love unspoken
Then silence fell like a shattered scream
No goodbye — just left me in a dream
I begged for answers you never gave
Till you called it love and walked away
Now I'm deranged, lost in the static
Tried to love again but it turned traumatic
You played the part, then disappeared
Twice you came, and twice you steered
Right into the cracks I tried to seal
Told me lies dressed up as real
I gave my heart, you set it ablaze
Now I'm just deranged
You came back when your world caved in
Told me your pain like I was medicine
And I— like a fool— thought it meant more
Gave you a gift, then you slammed the door
Another ghost story, same sad song
Said you found someone else all along
No closure, no care, just another knife
Etched into the pages of my life
Hope's a drug and you were my dealer
But the comedown made me feel less than realer
Now I'm deranged, lost in the static
Tried to love again but it turned traumatic
You played the part, then disappeared
Twice you came, and twice you steered
Right into the cracks I tried to seal
Told me lies dressed up as real
I gave my heart, you set it ablaze
Now I'm just deranged
You could've said goodbye
But silence felt more fun to try
Now I talk to shadows in my head
You haunt the space where love once bled
Yeah, I'm deranged, don't feel the same
Wore your goodbye like a curse, not a name
You lit a match, walked through the flames
Now I don't trust love — it all feels the same
Twice you left, and twice I stayed
But never again — I'm done with the game
You left me cold, confused, and caged
Now I'm just deranged