Hostage At A Beach House Party

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
I'm a hostage at a beach house party

Late night, she took me away
Going 80 down the freeway to a friends house in LA
I said what's going on? It feels like somethings wrong
I'm trying to get this through to you cause I don't want to end up on my own
I'm freaking out 
I'm jumping off the ledge
Oh yeah
I think it's time that I stop pretending

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
I'm a hostage at a beach house party

I'm off the walls 
I'm off my meds again 
Oh yeah
And I'm trapped inside of my head
I'm off the walls 
I'm off my meds again 
Oh yeah
I'm not getting better so let's switch it up

FUCK IT UP

I want to feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day
Stay away from everyone
I feel so alone
Got nowhere to go
I'm looking at the sunset screaming
I'm a hostage at a beach house party

So tell me why can't I get anything right
I guess it's hard when I'm blacking out every single night
So tell me why can't I get anything right
I guess it's hard when I'm blacking out every single night
So tell me why can't I get anything right
I'll just keep slipping even further and further into the night