Jaded

It's been waterfalls
Dry tears on my pillow case
Fucking with my mental state
Ever since you went away
Thousand missed calls
Can't stop getting faded
Miss you and I hate it
Love you but I'm jaded - jaded
Tears on my pillow, still smell your scent on your pillow
I can't get you out of my head
Missing the tempo, your fingertips on my earlobes
It's cold on your side of the bed
Stare out the window
Praying that I can see your car pulling up to the driveway
Bumping Sade
Smoking, thinking that I would rather die young
While my pupils dilate
It's a cold world and I'm in this race
Gave me the whole world but I just wanted space
Used to be down to earth but now I'm in the stars
Talked about child birth but I was into cars
You kept on asking me what it's like to live in Mars
I ain't really listen, I ain't never been in this position
Love you girl and I hate it
I might ruin this baby girl I'm jaded
It's been waterfalls
Dry tears on my pillow case
Fucking with my mental state
Ever since you went away
Thousand missed calls
Can't stop getting faded
Miss you and I hate it
Love you but I'm jaded - jaded
Baby girl you changed my demeanor
You know the real Trey, not Massina
Relationship dead 'cause I got the big head
Now I'm stuck in the bed like Gina
Discovered that the grass ain't greener
Uncovered that the wine ain't sweeter
I'm just wasting time 'cause they say love's blind
And i'm searching through the pine for a needle
And you know the ring finger and the trigger finger
Only separated by the middle finger
It's a thin line between love and hate
Stabbed me with the knife meant to cut the cake
Ain't been online in a couple days
Health on decline girl it's tough to shake
Miss you girl and I hate it
Yep baby girl I'm jaded
It's been waterfalls
Dry tears on my pillow case
Fucking with my mental state
Ever since you went away
Thousand missed calls
Can't stop getting faded
Miss you and I hate it
Love you but I'm jaded - jaded