If I Told You The Truth (Hazbin Hotel)

And I've been holding onto this secret too long
Afraid to show you, thought you'd see me all wrong
I thought I'd lose you if you knew my past
An angel falling, my heart beating too fast

I tried to protect you, keep you from the pain
But now I see I hurt you all the same
I should've trusted you to understand
Now I'm standing here just hoping you can

If I told you the truth right from the start
Would you still hold me close?
Would you still keep my heart?
I was so scared you'd turn away
I couldn't bear the price I'd pay

If I told you the truth, if I let you in
Would you forgive me?
Could we begin again?
Now I see what I put you through
If I told you the truth

I see your face, and I know I was wrong
To think you wouldn't love me, to believe I don't belong
In your arms, where I feel so safe
But I lied, and now I'm trying to save my place

You said you'd be my armor through thick and thin
And I should've believed that we could win
But I kept my silence, I let it build
Now I'm watching the walls that I've built being killed

If I told you the truth right from the start
Would you still hold me close?
Would you still keep my heart?
I was so scared you'd turn away
I couldn't bear the price I'd pay

If I told you the truth, if I let you in
Would you forgive me?
Could we begin again?
Now I see what I put you through
If I told you the truth

I thought I'd lose you if you knew my sin
But you've always been stronger than I let in
Your love so pure, I couldn't comprehend
Now I'm praying you'll still be my best friend

If I told you the truth right from the start
Would you still hold me close?
Would you still keep my heart?
I was so scared you'd turn away
I couldn't bear the price I'd pay

If I told you the truth, if I let you in
Would you forgive me?
Could we begin again?
Now I see what I put you through
If I told you the truth

I'll spend my life being your partner, no more lies
I'll show you love, never hide behind disguise
If I told you the truth, would you still be mine?
Charlie, forgive me, this is our time