Sinking

Uh, so close to the water, so close to sinking
You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking?
Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah
I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason?
I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging -
F- these nagging, and this nagging -
She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better
Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather

Feeling unappreciated, and just looking for a "thanks"
All she do is irk my nerves, look at me side-ways, make complaints
And I know deep in her mind she got a love, but got a hate
That's the reason we come back and get so close, then run away

On the other hand, I know you must forgive to get to Heaven
But it's hard to love my daddy after leaving at 11
Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings
And I truly understand, so God, I hope you get this message

Only looking for peace, crying myself to sleep
How a - so shallow but the water get so deep?
Could remember 2016 it was only at my feet
Fast-forward to now and it done gotten past my knees

So close to the water, so close to sinking
You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking?
Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah
I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason?
I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging -
F- these nagging, and this nagging -
She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better
Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather