End Up Dead

(One more time)
Yeah, yeah, uh
Uh, uh, yeah

You know I make mistakes, and I'm still young and dumb
Yeah, I'm still doin' pills, until my body numb
I hate when you need me, when I can't never come
I been up for two days, I'm off this X, I'm up before the sun
I can't do right, look what I did, I'm mad at what I done
Can't see myself with no one else, girl, you know you the one
It hurt my heart, said you ain't pregnant, want you to have my son
I can be miles away still thinkin' 'bout you, you on my mind in London

I think I should accept the fact that I ain't ready
Scared of suicide, prayin' and hopin' I end up dead please
I hurt you but I ain' do it on purpose, girl, I'm scared please
I been cryin' blood, look in my eyes you might see a red sea
When I be gettin' high I think of you, when you drunk do you think of me?
I been fallin' deep in this depression, I want you to sink with me
Know we connect different, don't want you to leave every time you link with me
Think we was movin' fast, gave you my lean and told you drink with me
Yeah, don't block me on everything when you get upset
Middle school love, might still look away when you get undressed
You told me that I was gon' be a star when I thought I was something less
I'm chewin' M523's back to back, I can feel it in my flesh
When you not on my side it eat me alive, girl, that shit got me stressed
You know I'll go live and tell 'em I love you two times like Finesse
We both can't be liars, our love gon' burn and turn into a mess
Ask me how many times I done been fucked up on pills, can't even guess
Yeah, I do wrong sometimes but I love you the best
You tell me you hate me, I go get high 'cause them words hurt my chest
If I went to college, I'm all in class writin' yo' name on desks
I don't even wear no chains, a nigga'll die he still try touch my neck

You know I make mistakes and I'm still young and dumb
Yeah, I'm still doin' pills until my body numb
I hate when you need me when I can't never come
I been up for two days, I'm off this X, I'm up before the sun
I can't do right look what I did, I'm mad at what I done
Can't see myself with no one else, girl, you know you the one
It hurt my heart, said you ain't pregnant, want you to have my son
I can be miles away still thinkin' 'bout you, you on my mind in London