Lotus

(You're good with Jayfree)

You lied in my face, cried in my arms, I fell for the actin' shit
I gave her my all, she said I ain't love her, I wanted to smack the bitch
Yeah, all these pills I'm puttin' in my body might end with tragic shit
Yeah, we pull up to niggas' hood, days turn into track and shit

Suicide on my mind, you not in my ride, shit, I might crash the whip
Feelings mutual, I give you a hug, we end up lockin' lips
Careful what you want, tell me stop drugs and I throw away my script
I don't know what people on, my shooter frrt, a nigga reach for his hip
I be in jail trippin', I be in my cell bangin' my head on the door
Yeah, girl, you crazy as hell, you think you leavin', get married, don't do divorce
Know I'm delusional, I know niggas had you, still think I had you first
Yeah, another sedation, when I'm around you, I'm high off you and Percs
I been touchin' so much damn money, but I'm not a clerk
I can't say shit when that Xan' kick in, can't even spit out words
I'm tryna go out crazy, might hit the whippet until my head burst
I don't care for ODin', just to tell me I had your heart 'fore I'm in the hearse
Yeah, ask you 'bout them niggas, every time, you change the subject
I took one pill, it wasn't enough 'cause I wasn't numb yet
Yeah, she tryna eat that dick until she tired, she got dumb neck
Yeah, we go out, I spill lean on my attire, hope you ain't upset
Yeah, she want flowers to make her smile, bought her lotus
Yeah, she asked for my heart, but my shit black, I give her roses
Yeah, I'm really sad as fuck, you tell me you love me, but you ain't noticed
Yeah, opps tryna slide in that lil'-ass Ford, we gon' flip they Focus
Yeah, I be mixin' any drug I can, I know I'm bogus
If you don't say my name when they ask if you got a man, then your ass bogus
Shit, I might go insane if you ask me again if I want my old bitch
Girl, we can take a trip and go anywhere, I got cheese like Goldfish

You lied in my face, cried in my arms, I fell for the actin' shit
I gave her my all, she said I ain't love her, I wanted to smack the bitch
Yeah, all these pills I'm puttin' in my body might end with tragic shit
Yeah, we pull up to niggas' hood, days turn into track and shit

Yeah, you tryna leave me, I'm outside your house screamin' like a activist
I was in eighth grade, goin' home, gettin' high after all my practices
Yeah, I was shootin' shit
I know some hurt niggas cuttin' theyself, I know niggas movin' bricks
Yeah, I know a nigga been through so much pain, he just wanna lose his shit
I get so mad, I just cry sometimes, I can't control my feelings
But that's just how it get
Baby girl, you know I'm on the road, hope you stayin' celibate
Yeah, hope I don't get too high in front of you and you clown me like I'm IT