Sbc

Thinking back on my life in the world

Wake up, dread another day
Visions in my head will never go away

I think back on my life
Head in my hands

Knowing everything will never be the same 
All these years exhuasted
Making me deranged

Relentless, violent, visions
Effecting all of my decisions

Take me now
To my final resting place
Once again we have both met face to face
He's in complete control of the situation

Well, 
I am running away
From myself
Now that I am cornered
I'll decide what to do

I am something elses property now
Overstepped the bounds of mania
Delusional as I am deep inside,
But more than ever

Slowly, but surely, you'll witness, insanity
A random act of violence,
my delusions, prolonging

Take me 

To the sky, I scream