Sentiments 2

They rather see me starve they didn't wanna break bread like Jesus
Still I'm undefeated
Praying to Allah I no he feel it
Protect me from my enemies and weaklings
You no the type that change like some seasons
Feds bagged me over messages
Now I'm in the pen again
Gotta re strategise gotta keep getting it
Nights I didn't get paid
Thinking to myself that I need money in like 10 ways
Thoughts of a millionaire
Had to take L's to see who's really there for me
Niggas went ghost I felt the force suttin like Tommy
Niggas told me that them streets don't love me
Who don't hear must feel
The judge didn't give me my appeal
Now I'm back on the wing with my gs
And I been back like 4 times I got prisons diseases
I needed cash flow kicking and I'm pushing like I'm Lupe Fiasco
Never going broke there's opportunity for bankroll
Decisions make a man I grew to understand yeah I was chasing grands
I didn't have a plan
I blamed the world when I was really at fault
I done the same shit again expecting different results
They say that's signs of insanity
But I'm addicted to the hustle
I be getting rid of weight like a calorie
The streets no my name that's where I rose to fame
I lost count of all the times I've had to start up all again
I ain't giving up
Running to that money I saw walkers fam they're lineker
You can smell the presence in the room I'm like some vinegar
Soon home brudda ama exercise my diligence
Can't go back fam I did enough
Seen man turnt mad that place there is killing us
Someone tell them youngers it ain't cool
Smacked up in his face cause he tried to rob Peter to pay Paul
I'm locked with bruddas doing 35 no 8balls
I'll reminisce or make new dreams
They be stuntin for the gram when it ain't all what it seems
Should really be on my deen and forget about haram life
Pain that I can't hide you ain't gotta ask why
How I keep getting locked I got my mother hurting
I meet girls the next month and their a different person
That's time that I wasted clearly wasn't worth it
More time I'm trapping or I'm waiting on a verdict
That's what it feels like I no that they be hating on a sly
But I've never done you wrong so your a different type a guy
Ain't no how up in my blood am ah different type ah thug
I'm just living in a place that's corrupt
Man will smile in your face snitch on you the next day
In my cell like Dufresne I just wanna escape
You gotta deal with all the choices you make
So I just pray I make some better mistakes
You couldn't picture all this life and my pain
Trapstar Tox
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