A State Of Despair

What did i do that i had to choose between myself and you
Knowing that i am losing you
Who made me feel like i am abused
I didn't know that you would go and i tried to

Depression is when you hate everyone around
Depression is when you don't want to make a sound
When all you to do is to cry
When you feel like you're dying inside

Depression is where your thoughts wonder all the time
Depression is when you can't sleep even though you tried
When you try to hide who you are

Just get over it they say
I wish i could find a way
Living with it day by day
My memories won't fade away
Medication helps me to stay awake

Many feelings it's hard for me to say
I wish i could find a way to forget
Many feelings of dismay
But they failed to decay
Let the lord of all show me the way

Depression is when you hate everyone around
Depression is when you don't want to make a sound
When all you to do is to cry
When you feel like you're dying inside

Depression is where your thoughts wonder all the time
Depression is when you can't sleep even though you try
When you don't want to go on
When you can't stop shaking outside

When all you want to do is cry
Depression is when you hide who you are
Depression is when you hate everyone around
Depression when you wear a mask and hide who you are