Fallin' (Feat. J. Paul)

I don't really want it but it's calling my name
"William come and get me, I can take away your pain
Come a little closer, you got everything to gain"
But I got too much to lose, I'm bout to go insane
I've been here too many times, got my head low
If I gave a dime for every time, I'd be dead broke
I feel that battle in my soul, the pressure closing in
My passion's asking for a pass and I can't hold it in
There I go again, no self control again
I'm too good at giving in, feeling like throwing in the towel
The guilt is closing in
Sometimes I climb to heights but I'm at my lowest sin
Cloaked in deception and overdosing on potent sin
So gone baby, wanna be home again
Wanna feel whole again, come fill this hole again
Now I'm doubled over with my face in my knees
At your side is where I wanna be

But there I go again, falling
Face to the pavement, once again faced with the same sin
I don't think I'mma make it, don't
Know how much longer I can take this
I'm caught up in the sin, I wonder if I'll see your face again
Falling, falling, falling

I'm trying to keep it cool, I don't wanna leave the plan
But it's hard to block out everything that she be saying
Look like, could call me baby just reach out and take my hand
There's no need to fear me, all I wanna do is dance
I believed a lie, now I'm headed for my doom
They finally got me locked and now I'm bout to be consumed
Feeling like I'm watched by everybody in the room
Cause they know I'mma fade, and if not they will soon
Have you ever felt like the walls finna close in
Shackles on your hands and your feet, and you doze in
Sleep to the logic you possessed
Before all of that mess, all sober-headedness
With the rest, what's left is a schizophrenic shell
Where a man once was
Now you get to see the damage your lust does
So now I'm doubled over with my face in my knees
At your side is where I wanna be

But there I go again, falling
Face to the pavement, once again faced with the same sin
I don't think I'mma make it, don't
Know how much longer I can take this
I'm caught up in the sin, I wonder if I'll see your face again
Falling, falling, falling

Every time I fall, he gon' pick me up
The Lord is my shepherd homie, he gon' pick me up
I fell into the trap again, but he gon' pick me up
Remind me of his promises, in him I put my trust
I don't ever have to give in to the lies
I'm feasting on his word, all my sin I do despise
So now I'm down before his throne, praying on my knees
Asking Lord give me grace please
I don't wanna be falling
So I gotta face this, but I know there's nothing that he can't fix
Look into the cross where they placed
Him cause I know his grace is amazing
He's covered all my sin, it's gone, never to be seen again
So I'm calling, calling, calling out to him