Too Loose

Oops I got way too loose
An easy thing to do when you break your own rules
Too much booze and now I'm standing on the roof
All my friends yell up to me "you got nothin' to prove"
Oops I got way too loose
It only took an afternoon to end up on the news
Takin' in the view, patiently waiting for a cue
The voices in my head tell me "you got nothin' to lose"
If there's a thing I know one it's that I should never own a gun
Because the shit that protects you most is what you run from
All day long I stay numb and it's no longer just for fun
Now that I'm older it's become my own destruction
I bring home dirty clothes and anxiety from the road
When I'm ready to explode, it's an eruption
It's begun my own descent, got no money for the rent
Gonna be breaking where I bent, I'm coming undone
Oops I got way too loose
An easy thing to do when you break your own rules
Too much booze and now I'm standing on the roof
All my friends yell up to me "you got nothin' to prove"
Oops I got way too loose
It only took an afternoon to end up on the news
Takin' in the view, patiently waiting for a cue
The voices in my head tell me "you got nothin' to lose"
I can't sleep anymore, this guilt has shook me to the core
Don't know if I'll make it home from tour without a fist fight
You know me I succeed but all along the way I bleed
Even a quickie can get sticky like my hash pipe
So smoke up I had enough, call my mother, call my bluff
It ain't got shit to do with luck when it comes to our type
Its' too much I say goodbye as I step into the sky
Said I'll be reppin' til I die and that day has come