Screaming Silence

Today
Again
Booze is my company
Only now
I don't feel its taste
As in so many things
Already
Some time ago

Give
Take
Receive
Understand
Forgive and start over
It's the circle
That I want to break
I just want to hear myself scream!

Hollow head or masochist maybe?
I think both
Enemy of time and
Friend too
Reproaching in solitude
Not to hurt

I
Refuse to stop fighting
Hurting me at the same time
I'm in a mental war

Start?
How to start over
If not even
Can i finish

Blow my head
Maybe that will help
I only want
Hear me scream
Ah ah ah ah ah