Apricity

So much excitement
In a land where boredom grows
And I'm sitting at a standstill
Father time, he ticks away
So much accomplishing potential is unknown
And it is all within a grasp
But motivation slips away

Love me
Hate me
Kill me
I don't care

You'll never know what it is like to be so cold
Both on fire, at the same time
I can feel me slip away

Moral enticement
I will never let me break
Drilling out the rivets of my mindset's structural integrity
The snow is melting
I can now finally breathe
Because the sun is getting closer
I can feel my skin burning

Love me
Hate me
Kill me
I don't care

You'll never know what it is like to be so cold
Both on fire, at the same time
I can feel me slip away
You'll never know what it is like to be a stone
All the winter aestivation
I can taste my tongue bleeding

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