The Loneliness

The loneliness came back, worse than I remember
I don't get it, I know I'm doing the right thing
You have to see that
Then what is this?
Why do I feel this empty void inside me
Even the Zoloft doesn't help
I don't know what to do
Fuck
What's wrong with me?

"You remind me of me when I was younger
Depressed, sullen
Matter of fact, I tried to kill myself a couple times
Never could get that shit right

I hated myself man, still do
That shit was a weakness for a long time
And then I realized that shit was my power
People walk around, act like they know what hate means?
Nah, no one does until you hate yourself
I mean, truly hate yourself. That's power"