Better Times

I reminisce 'bout better times
Ain't a thing that I forget
Heavy feet, I close my eyes
Feel the pain, I found my end
See the memories fly by
Touched a dream I never had
My whole family wonders why
Tell me why I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
The world is loud and feeds you lies
It suffocates you by design
Can't explain how I survived
I see no light past twentyfive
Fish in the pond
Not a player a pawn
In a game I don't love
Dug a hole for your god
Let him rot 'till he's gone
Lost my face
I'm a monster but it's all that I got
Yeah it's all that I got
Didn't have a choice
But it's better than nothing
Didn't have a choice
But it's better than nothing
Didn't have a choice
But it's better than nothing
Better than nothing
Better than
A Fish in the pond
On the run like a dog
Play your games
I don't want to
Fuck 'em all, bottle up
Drank so much for this song
Down in this hell
I belong there
Lost my name
I'm a monster but it's all that I got
Better times
Better times
Shouldn't be the reason
That I die
That I die
Reasons I can't fight
Better times
Better times
Better times
Reasons I can't fight
Reasons I can't fight