Feel

I don't know how to feel
How it feel
How it feel
My mind is still
(How it feel)
I don't know how to feel
How it feel
How it feel
My mind is still

How do you actually feel?
When you actually feel
Well, nobody cares
And nobody owe it
Too busy with our own lives
So nobody notice
Quit my job
I had to give 'em my notice
Funny cause my landlord
Just gave me notice
You reap what you sow
Now I'm blooming
Like a lotus
I'm never losing my focus
In my eyes
It's never envy
Hunger still plenty
Still can't tempt me
I give and give and give
But I'm never empty
Instead I'm overflowing
Ndiyancenceshela
I'm growing
Big heart, big ego
Been this nice
Since lunch
Was peanut butter, Bibo
And if a show aired
You couldn't catch it on Vevo
Couple things in my life
That I had to administrate
She tell me come through
But you gotta go litigate
I'll recap on the way to court
I wanna get lit again
Had her sheets wet
And I didn't even fuck her
That's what wise men do
When they don't have rubbers
Brothers losing lives
At a scarier rate
Your health deteriorate
You in a burial state
Until you elevate
And you decide your fate
I've decided mine
And the design is great

I don't know how to feel
How it feel
How it feel
My mind is still
(How it feel)
I don't know how to feel
How it feel
How it feel
My mind is still

Even when the
Darkness is lurking
Grateful cause
Every morning
I hear the birds chirping
To handle your bullshit
No capacity
Can't believe your audacity
But it's really past me
Mihla ngemihla
Ndivuka ngomthandazo
Nes'dudu
Kathuthuzele uNthuthu
Sana lwakhe
Kange libena thuba
Lali thuthu
Trauma over the years
No psychologist
Family feuds
Still caught up in the politics
How you complaining
'Bout black tax
What the fuck you thought this is?
You a black man
The legacy and wealth of my family
On my shoulders
So I'm conscious
Keep your conscience
Never let 'em
Turn a man with heart
Heartless