Suffocate

I forgot how to feel
Lost control of the wheel
Flashing lights are all that surround me
Sedate all of my thoughts
Powdered cure in the dark
Temporarily feeling something
I said I'd never hesitate
Pressure grows under the weight
Whatever life I threw away
Isn't worth it

I can't fake this anymore
And when it all starts coming down, around me
I can't be what they adore
And when it all starts falling down, it burns to the ground
It burns to the ground

Every breath is stolen out from me
Sit around in agony
Hoping that I'll never see
If it's worth it

I can't fake this anymore
And when it all starts coming down, around me
I can't be what they adore
And when it all starts falling down, it burns to the ground

I can't be what you need me to be
I can't see what you see in me
I'm defeated
I'm defeated
I can't fake this
Take it anymore